I stare in wonder at theblooming flowers on the trees lining my street.

I stare in bewilderment at my friend who says "let's get pissed" whilst inwardly thinking my liver deserves better.

I stare at my computer screen uable to read an emailing i have been anticupating for i think i will start weeping uncontrollably again. But i read it, and it's not as bad as I feared.:**:

I stare in horror at the washing machine that i left on to do my laundry. It started drying everthing because it was on the wrong setting8|. Im lucky it disnt burst or burn for it is only two weeks old.

I stare in the mirror and start to panic for i dont see someone who might be mistekn for an 18yr=ear old anymore.:-/ I see womeone in pain, confused, misguided but determined.;D

I apply some lipstick, my armour to face the dreadful weather outside.:p

I stare straight ahead and get on with the business of living
:)