Gosh, i feel like i've been gone forever. I probably have and i am surprised i still have friends on my friends list. Thank you all

With my birthday two weeks ago(thanks Antlady, Sean,and Neil for your emails), i had a lot of fun. It was a three day clebration since the various friends I have can't necessarily meet. There are born again-christians who refuse to go into bars or pubs as they think it's a sin, then there are others who talk about sex and (sex)toys all the time, those who confess to being bisexual and share their fantasies casually over drinks so u can understand why i had to see them separately.

Anyway, on the thursday, the actual birthday i went out with a girl friend and we demolished a bottle of chardonnay. We were rudely interrrupted by another girl who was demanding to see me the following day or she wouldn't turn up for drinks on saturday. I told her off and put the phone down. This is someone who says she has to see me atleast once a week and it's true because she rocks up at my place of work to "pick me up".

Friday was the dinner with the more subdued and less outrageous friends. we went to a retsuarnt in nottinghill, i was late for my own do, one girl got the too early, there was confusion with the table and our table was given away so i had to shoo-out my friend who was getting dressed at my place to go and sort out the mess as the other girl's phone calls were doing my head in.

It worked out well, they all said i looked stunning(i guess you have to don't you?) but i had taken care with make up, wore a white summer dress, miraculously london was quite warm that evening and made sure my cleavage was shown to the best advantage. I didnt mind when the guys at the table talked to the cleavage instead of me.

Saturday was drinks day with a totaly different group at a bar round the city. We all missed out last tubes, (too much red wine). i fell alseep on the night bus, woke up in Action and had to pound the pavements back home. I must really be getting old. at 1am, i got a text from a friend saying"i am home, are you ok?". I wasnt because at that stage i had taken my shoes off and was walking barefoot. Naturally there were no buses going in my direction and so I eventually got a bus 10minutes from home. I got in at 4am and had to be up for work before 6am. That was never gonna happen, i was two hours late for work, my kidneys hurt like hell but i functioned. Someone mistook me for a 20yr old and it just made my day.

I got lingerie as a present from a girl friend and she said she hoped i meet a nice man this year and wear it for him,. Well i havent met yet so i wore the set for myself the other day. Of course i took a picture and used it as a wall paper on my mobile, only to forget the phone at a certain wagamama yesterday. When i remembered and rushed back, the waiter wanted to play games, and i told him my phone had some rather saucy pics so i need it back. He pressed the standby button and just went "oh my god!!" and it was only two bra ensconed melons. he is lucky he dint get to see the boobs in the flesh and im sure he had some rather nice dreams.

Flatmate is pissing me off as usual. Landorld had a nervoue breakdown and was diagnosed with other health issues, he is now in a hospital...for the moment. the mind is coming back tho for he was able to tell one of the staff at the hospital that he would like another cup of tea as the other tasted like cat'c piss. He's got a sharp tongue.

I think i'm slowly getting myself back together if that is possible. I'll get the eventually and hopefully be around blogland a lot more.

cheers