i found this ittle email in my inbox. the nerve of the bitch. or bastard!:

hi
I am sonia I saw your email address today in conversation word and found you worthy to be mine as some one whom i can lay on his arms as long as love is concern, caring and teassing you all the nightlong, If you are interested in knowing more about and for me to send you some
pictures of mine please contact me
thus,,(soniadion2004@yahoo.ca)please am wainting for you with alot of kisssssssssssssss and love.

Is this for real? i dont think hotmail takes phishing or junkmail seriously. i alsomost laughed at this, then i got pissed off.
you see the xmas season is stressing me out already. I had intended to just send a few xmas cards, no presents or to totally ignorethe whole thing. I have probably spent enough to feed a small village in african right now thereby starving myself. Is it worth it? do they appreciate the gifts? there isnt a great selction out there and they are all horrendoubly overpriced. a little hand cream, a little gift set all going for 20-30 quid. who cares? will they use all this sht we buy? why am i even compelled to shop for people who dont even think about me./ whjat is wrong with me?

I hate the month of december, i hope it passes really quickly!