I feel so tired. maybe it's standing the whole day and not having three meals and fruit and water in between. working today definitley put a spanner in my new regime.

It all went pearshaped when i had to wait outside for almost an hour because some ididotic manager had not given the new baker keys to the place. Thre were also a a couple of delivery vans waiting. Of course i went livid and started venting to one poor soul who said he'd had to get up at 3am to make deliveries. I rang the managers and they wouldn't give me the MDs mobile number. They forget i can email him if and when i want:p

In the end though, they had to call him since he was closest to work. As usual, all four of them had not communicated thinking they were getting each other into toruble. They are all in trouble because they just looked incompetent. The MD was sodding off to Paris in a couple of hours he said. So there we were, making money for him while he went away for a long weekend. Not fair

The good thing is he was extremely apologetic to me. I had fucked off to go get myself a coffee somewhere and I guess he remembered the time the very same thing happened and I went to get a coffeee and he rang me in a panic thinking i had gone home. I should really be running that stupid place. I mean they all ask my opinion about everything and implement my suggestion. Maybe i should put it forward in am email.

I got pissed off just before the end of my shift today. "Nasty" manager was really spoiling for a fight and i just wanted to punch the lights out of him. Consdering surveys show customers to think him rude, particulalry to his own staff, i'd say an email from mme would be the end of him. He better watch his step

I'm afraid i fell off the wagon today. i had bread and a couple of rashers of bacon. ok, call it a bacon sarnie if you want. i did have porridge and an apple and redbush tea no sugar as well as orange juice later. It's just difficult eating properly when you are working and monitored. i'll make another stirfry later tonight and drink water if i get hunger pangs.

Wish me luck, im gonna start running on monday, i'm sure my things will be sore. i'd better get a sports bra tomorrow, don't want my little melons sagging to my belly or armpits.

Happy weekend everyone.