I saw Matthew Wright's programme this morning, "Thw wright stuff". They were discussing people who use others. like friends and family. those who always take take take. or ask ask ask and get. One of the callers said he was a user, especially in business and he felt those people who get used allow it. I think it's true. They just seem to get away with it and we let them.

I have a friend who is almost like that. I am not sure he realises it.He always asks for help with wirting stuff or this or I always have to go to his place if we have to meet. Like he is king or something.and of course i always oblige. My fault really.

Yesterday he asked me to help him write a motivating letter or essay for a scholarship application. They have specified what they expect in the essay. I told him to draft something first so I could correct him or maybe help prune the thing a bit. He feels I am a better writer than him(i won't disgaree ). However, he wanted me to write the essay and i said no, it would just sound like "me". so he should write and i'll have a look. he has now said I should write it and he will "take ideas" from it.

I won't. it's one thing to help friends move, help them with money, go to their places and so on but i am not writing an essay for him. why should I? when i had problems at landbitch's he used to laugh at me. When I had problems with dissertation he laughed. when i needed a small loan he refused. when i needed help with jobs and stuff he could help with, he laughed it off or ignored me, yet when he wants something from me, he demands it and usually gets it.

I am not doing it this time, im sure he'll hate me and make me feel bad but enough is enough doncha think? I hope he gets the scholarship but he needs to sweat a bit for god's sake. I have enough on my plate as it is.

Been eye shopping for underwear today. Any idea. I need new undies as soon as possible. my boobbs are rather full, im spilling out. might need a bigger cup.ooohhh