Back at work finally for laughable hours ofcourse. All the old geezers...well the elderly happy enough to see me. they actually told me they had missed me and bitched about whoever was looking after them in my absebce. I'm sure they meant it but at the same time, it's a way of pleading with me to saty. One was asking me if i'm gonna leave the agency, i said not yet. of course i am, the conditions are intolerable at the moment. I cannot survie on mud and grass like i'm a snake or something.

New flatmates still keeping the flat grubby. The kicthen sink is constantly overflowing. they had the audacity to ask me to take my shoes off coz someone came to clean the carpet. nOt that i could tell the difference mind you.

As a matter of interest, i decided to shave my pussy ear;ly ths morning. It's always interesting hoe your piss goes all over the place when you are bare...so to speak. there is a reason we have all those hairs, but it's still nice to be bare. went looking for crotchelss knickers at Ann Summers. they had awful leopard print in huge sizes. smaller people want them too. anyway, i saw a shop in kensington and I think i migh visit it.

The slave-wanna-be is back in the picture. He is helping me look for a place but since i called him to order he hasn't mentioned wanting to suck and sniff my toes

Had some wine and baby potatoes(microwaved) and minced beef with mixee veggies(from last night).Not tipsy, wish i was actually. I confided to a friend that i think i ight be turming alcoholic, only because i bought a bottle a couple of days ago. I am far from that and can relax now. I look a bit mnessy i think. Messed in the head, messed inside. The good thing is I have kept my temper in check at work. the more everyone else thorws a strop, the more composed I remain.

Shall have to get a new toy. Ann summers boring at the moment but they are trying. So crotchelss and nipple-exposing underwear it is. Don't ask why. I just wanna. why not. watching too much Tv. saw american apprencitce last night. what a load of drivel. Sir Sugar is still better than Donald trump.