results still not published.Still don't know if i have the stupid degree or not!(although im expection the "not " bit) i have checked a few times. sooo frustrating. Was dozing off at my desk, decided to have a cup of coffee from the place where they make awful coffee. the guy who made my latte did it well and i tipped him a pound. he always remembers how i like my sandwiches or my drinks.

Had an apple for lunch. I'm reading three books. not at the same time, i alternate them Some people might find it confusing but it's not. afterall our brains can compartmetalise info just fine. I finished one yesteray that was awfully compelling. was it by richard patterson? awful, awful book yet i couldn't resist reading it to the end. I like books by Anita Shreve. Her books are painfully compelling.And de[pressing at times.You read it, you don't like how the story is unfolding, and yet she writes so exquisitely that you can't help but turn page after page after page. This one is called "the wedding". I shall be bit depressed after i'm sure, which is why i'm counter-acting that with an erotic book:b. There is a warning on the cover about an "explicit sex scene"! for fuck's sake(no pun intended it's a book, just words. and sex is graphic, i mean what's more graphic than two naked bodies?. im yet to read the graphic stuff

anyway, gonna talk to my tutor today about my graphics course. messed about long enough. i really hope i find out about my degree today. I can't bear to do more research and another dissertation. God help me but i don't wanna. And if by some miracle i have passed, i won't go for my graduation. been there, done that. This time, it's not such a big deal. No, truth be known, it's because my parents aren't alive. I would do it for them. you know how parents are proud when their children achieve something.no point this time.

have decided to wear a skirt today, wearing trousers on the tube just makes you hotter. I am enjoying the heat although i avoid the sun like the plague. I think it's time to visit a beach somewhere and put my bikini to good use whilst i still have the body. can't look back in a few years and regret not having done what i wanted.

Oh, a couple of favourite blog friends have disappeared from my list. is it karma or what? in the past i have removed people who have asked to be friends and just disappeared or worse never blogged again. So i'm a bit disappointed, but that's blog life. here today, gone tomorrow.
cheerio