bring back powerful memories. im sitting here reading all your blogs and suddenly that song"baby you are all that i want" starts playing on the radio. the dance version. reminded me of my Friend danilo's farewell do at some club in earl's court a coupla years ago. me and Danilo go back far.mmmh, anyway, it was the song we danced to at the club. suddenly there was an atmosphere. we let it pass. we'd been there already. whenever i hear that song, i think of that night.I miss clubbing sometimes. we all went back to the flat at 4am when i had to get up at 5am. Never slept. danilo, frankie and marley(parent named him after bob marley) being Italian decided we should stop off at some tesco and get past and they cooked the most amazing past. I couldnt believe I was eating pasta at 4:30am. I dashed into the shower and prepared myself to go to work. I don't know how i lasted that day.l I was a bloody zombie, on autopilot.

And then there's ringtones.there are ringtones I can't bear to listen to even now because I associate them with certain people or a certain time that's gone. I dunno if Im just a nostaligic fool or whether it's normal for this to happen to people. Maybe im overly sensitive.who knows??

God Im knackered. The day manager was having a meltdown today. saying he wonders if people think he's mad. this was after one guy rang to say he'll be late for work since he was gonna watch the soccer. I said to him"maybe you are crazy!" I dont think i was cruel. he is just not a people's person. not that i am. Domeone asked me to smile today. I mustve looked sullen i couldnt be bothered to be honest. Im knackered, it's hot, I dont want to smile.

Then i did a spot of shopping. well tried on clothes, they were all too big, I hated looking at my boobs(i am getting obsessed I see and so i left bloody oxford street. went home, heated up last night's left-overs and began to tidy my room. well, partly, but at least ive started i need an early night, but somehow i doubt i'll do it.

England scraped a win together. I doubt sweden will be sympathetic. Clearly the last two world cups havent taught those boys anything.
cheers