Wekll I guess i should congratulate nmyself on having lasted this far in blog, although i have been in hiatus for a week and a half! Neil missed me, bless him.

I had to deal with that wretched dissertation, which was late, i was dealing with it even this morning. so I am assured of a whopping zero! Also i wrote an exam this past tuesday, which was ok except i had brain freeze on a really crucial question that i had been confident about before attempting it. So I am pretty sure i will not be graduating.Sad but true. i did it to myself and the only comfort I can take friom the sorry mess called my life is that my parents aren't alive to witness it. I think the look of disappointment on their faces would have been more that i could bear.. ok moving swiftly along

Thank to steph, anywichway, magicalmysterytours for helping me out with my questionnaire. Despearte times called for desperate measures and you delived superbly:p

Been almost pulling all nighters and so my body clock has gone crazy. what with the laptop freezing, then telling me i cant save anymore info last night, i was ready to scream bloody murder. I dint' even see one client this morning. She said i shouldnt come since i was so stressed getting this fucking doocument off. In total I have spent more than £100 today for something that's rubbish. better luck next time perhaps.

Sunday when i returned from my shift of slavery, there was a note form landbitch, bitching about us not contacting her, demanding her money by the 3rd of everymonth and she had the audacity to dsay we were taking the piss and insulting her. This from someone who misspelt her own email addy and didnt leave a new contact number after claiming her phone was stolen! Perhaps her brain is in Sudan, fuck knows

This was the last thing i needed so i went off and emailed her,(it was easy to wrk out what she got wrong ). I was extremelyu polite and she responded promptly the following day with a phone call, and a grovelling abpology. She should never ever speak to us like that again.

So today, i was contemplating what to do now that i dont have this incessant typing to do, i feel like im coming down with a cold, but mybe it's hay fever coz It's just the one nostril bugging me. Got a text from milk boy who asked when im delivering the goods. He wants a woman like me since he cant have me, i said i would help him look, im still looking there is no one like me. Landbitch rang to drop a bombshell. at that point I really wished |I was an alocholic cos threshers was right in front of me and i would have downed a coupla bottles of brandy im sure. She is installing"an old man". her words. her mom's friend. says he is a jamaican and not a prevert. why is she going on about his nationality and habits. I said i wasn't happy, i dont need a father figure we shall get back to her.(she isnt talking to my flatmate, they screa,m at each other on the phone

My skin looks shitty since i havent been drinking water, Ive been eating crisps, bread(which is bad for my digestive system. i need prepH now and i thought i'd buy some groceries and get on the good diet. Im sure ive gained some pounds. I have a potentially red-hot date this satrurday, never mind that i have to get up for slavery on sunday so i was thinking i would save my liver for later. toon late, I succumbed to temptation a while ago and had a coupla glasses of horrible portuguese rose. The first glass was awful, the second rather good. I know i was geting tipsy. had a bagel and decided to come vent my spleen Can drink milk of magnesia and let the liver recover.

hot day today. had on jeans which have been getting frayed between the thighs since started to use the tube. Changed after work for my denim mini. had a few looks. wondered if I had thunderthighs!:D

my room looks like a pig sty, all my clothes are dirty. wore a 5yr old see thru blouse today. one guy actually peered down my chest. didnt realise at first. aah, the joys of having your grapes suddenly look like plums thanks to a push up

been flashing on the tube. cant help it. there is no way for me to sti with this skirt without a bit showing but im wearing knickers, clean ones of course so im safe
had to go without a bra the other day. so absent minded. realised something was afoot when the guy and girl opposite me on the tube were staring intently. My nipples were erect under my tight top. what a sight

gotta dash. any remedies for my cold/hayfever thing? tired of sniffling!!!