An american friend is looking for a wife.He can't have me(otherwise we wouldnt be friends) so he has asked me to help him look. He has sent a picture because all those women will want to know what he looks like. He's not bad. was in the navy so looks and is fit. He is a bit hotheaded though which is what i wrote in the blurb that i sent out to single-eish girlfriends. the crucial point is he hates living in America when so many other people would sell their mother's to get a slice of the so-called american dream. I met him here in London a couple of years ago.

So, i fired off an email to the ladies, telling him what a nice person he is, a little history about him. One girlfriend who really wants a man right now replied saying "i don't think he is that good looking, but i trust you princess. please put me on the list". The photo she attached is from 3years ago. She more or less still looks the same. The thing is he had said he wants a woman who is fit like me, my size, blah, blah. This woman is nothing like that. She does have a nice body but she is taller and bigger wheareas im a bit petite. A plus is that she is a bit of a nympho although i don't know how D would handle that. I mean the girl isn't scared to call me up and tell me, she is gagging for d**k, hasn't had it in a while and... well you get my point. But she is open-minded, she has a daughter as does he. (chances of anyone in their late 20s without a child or ex-husnabd or a deranged ex are pretty minimal these days. i guess im the anomaly

He is 39 but could easily pass for 33 i think. Good skin, nice american drawl if you are into that and he is honest. He wants to live anywhere except where he is now. Anyway, i duly passed on my friend's pic(minus the message that she doesnt think he's too hot) and he thinks she is attractive. which she is. So i have emailed them both separately to ask if they want to correspond directly. If nothing comes of it, she will have gained a friend since she likes sampling different nationalities. he'd better have a big cock because otherwise she won't stay with him unless she really likes him. then she will be devoted to him. she is a nice person and has stood for shit from other men. there was an ex who used to beat her up, couldn't give her good sex(impotent) yet when he landed in hospital he demanded that she go see him otherwise he would kill himself. She obliged. I was angry at the manipulation. she shoulda told the fucker to make the death as fast as possible

On the other hand, my cosuin says he looks good, can't fathom why he is still alone. same questions she is getting at 28. haa!she wants a more recent pic. saw she'd forwarded my email with pic to some of her colleagues. She wants to know if he has money and can support himself. gosh, this woman, the more she moves up, the more... i asked if she was asking for herself or for other people. still waiting for an answer I could send him a pic with her in it but it comes with one of me in my pink bikini in a rather languid pose. dont think it's a good idea to send that via the net:b

So if you have friends who are single and would like a fit bloke lemme know so i can get the ball rolling. who knows, this might be the beginning of a good business. not those where you pay £10 000 to scout for partners globally for people.Christ!

last night flatmate tottered back into the flat, apologised if she worried me by disapperaing. she'd been to some party, where some serial dater or "charmer" was buggin her. has bugged me before that boy. i think she was still slightly hung over but that was ok. she is safe and sound. I nipped into primark on my way to college today. the most horrid dresses they had! Will not return for a dress. They had lovely white trowusers though. i could already see that pair hugging my curves, no pants or thongs. You gotta be careful with white trousers. they expose all the imperfections:dimples on thighs, cellulite...need i go on?

Will start my jogging routine tomorrow, just to firm everything up a bit more. I intend to have the best summer yet. Oh, there might be a god afterall! my supervisor has emailed me a copy of my research proposal, which i couldnt open. i emailed it to another account and voila! i have a printed copy:p. i may have only 7 weeks but it looks like i might just get my degree by the skin of my teeth. if i get 50% for this dissertation and get another 50% in the final exam. I think i will manage.I dont care about A+ anymore, that was the first time aound and it's ok to just pass now.I might have a breakdown after but i think my mother will be happy...wherever she is. i will be relieved as well if truth be told.

boobs are shrinking again. why can't we lose weight only where we want? a slimmer waist or trim bum doesnt mean we want to have raisins on the chest. Im far from having raisins, just making a point

later