NO dramas on my big day thank god. got lots of texts and emails and a few phone calls, so it went realtively ok. Old geezer rang to ask whether he should cook the dinner and i said yes. Hapless geezer rang to say he had a suprise for me at his penthouse. he wouldnt say what it was, sounded mysterious but i told him i was going to geezers and he could come too. he brought dates which he stressed were aphrodisiacs and a really nice wine. I brought along a little choc fudge cake and geezer had perpared some sumpsuous meal. i know it was beef, cant say what the sauce and herbs were but the whole thing was delicious. he'd also made some fruit salad(very healthy eating though he chainsmokes). he didnt smoke thank goodness coz i would have coughed my way thru the dinner. he actually didnt want to open the door for Hapless geezer at first. how mean!

So we consumed two bottles of wine had a nice chat and said goodnight really late. I had dressed in my new balck skirt which i had worn once before. Apparently dresses transform me. well the skirt is bug at the waist. it's size 8 but really six would have been perfect, so it literally has to sit just below my opubic bone resting near my bumcrack. well you almost think it's gonna fall off and it doent. I wore i nice top which revealed a bit of my back and just a little bit of my flat tummy. They were impressed. i was happy with the look.

got back home, wrote an entry in my diary which i have been neglecting, tried to tidy up my room which was an exercise in futility and then gave up.Drank more of the cough mixture which i had overdosed on earlier, then drank coffee coz i felt drowsy and thought iw as going into a coma

I now have 7 weeks to go before i have to hand in my dissertation the proposal of which has disappeared since my disk is fucked. im in a mess!! but i will survive. february was my hardest month so far this year and im still kicking so....

peace