My rommate is having her going away party on Sunday. She told me yesterday and also said she would love for me to be there. I don't know if she has told the other giril. I have been reluctant to bring it up because i feel they should really bury the hatchet before she leaves. The whole thing is debilitating to both of them. I am working on Sunday but since she said it starts at 6pm im sure i will make it, tired as I will be. My hair is a mess and need to get something done to it so i dont know.

Apparently there is a cool club near russel square where they go all the time and where the other girl's boyfriend sometimes DJs. I'll be going for the very first time. somehow i think missing this party will be the death of me:p.

I watched celebrity Big brother yesterday. Poor Jodie Marsh...sooo misunderstood...not. She should stay from controversial subjects to be honest or have well-thoughtout arguments. sad but eho gives a fuck. The bottom line is these people are humsn inspite of their weird craving for celebrity. Like that girl who did not know what "a gynaecologist" is! That was a bit scary, this is a 23 yr old(failed page3 girl) who presumably has been bonking for a good few years, who presumably might have had thrush and possibly ...hopefully uses contraceptives, who presumably has been ivited by her GP to come for a pap smear. SHOULD SHE FUCKING NOT KNOW WHAT A GYNAE IS? I can understand not knwoing the full word but really dont we learn that in biology? A woman in some remote village in Africa or somewhere in the amazon or indeed in China i can forgive. But not a young woman in England. I hope to god hse hasnt had STIs and whatever else that she needed to get checked out but didnt coz she didnt know what a gynae is.

Im not judging her, im just saying it's weird that in western society today, a young woman does not know about that.

enough preaching.My exercise regime is going well. I mean runing up the stairs and cutting out sugar from food and not frying anything. I have been putting chillies in my food as i like hot food, but also because they speed up metabolism. still not drinking enough water but im trying hard. Not sure there is a massive difference at this point, but i wasnt panting as much yesterday so i must be doing something right.

The boobs are still fully engorged to my delight:p:D, I suppose then i havent really lost much weight so i wil enjoy them for as long as possible. I know it's vain but i stand in front of the full lenghth mirror, but on my bra and just smile. sometimes im even brave enought to turn around and look at the butt. whatever i am coping ok mentally
Im checking out underwear today and hope there are still bargains left on nice stuff. Any tips ladies? or gents?

later