Im in so much pain, my back is on fire, my head feels like it's going to explode I got home last night, my roomamate was in, she threw the key down for me, but my throat felt a bit scratchy. I watched some telly, read a book and sucked on strepsils. Had a bath, was in bed my 11:30pm.

The thing is when im feeling like that, i have weird dreams and last night and this morning were no exception. and recently i tend to wake up around 4:30 am. My dream was a combination of George best's funeral but bimbo was in it, deciever's brother, but i cant really tell you what it was about. I dont have a clear recollection. My alarm went off, I hit the snooze button and almost immediately turned it off. it was hard for me to breathe, i felt like someone had stuffed my nose with sand or something and so i tried to breathe thru the mouth. god knows how many times i tossed and turned.

Eventually i got up, but my back hurts like hell, i discovered my roomate has tiger balm, i applied it to my chest and back, but obviously it would be better if someone else was to do my back for me. It's throbbing even now. my ankle, which i badly twisted some 10years ago is gibving me trouble. i put tiger balm but that stuff is useless. Never twist your ankle in Israel. It's the same as condemning yourself to death. No more athletics, no more proper dancing. ok, i'll leave the bitterness out. But i am seriously in pain. What can I take to break this start of virus? I couldnt eat breakfast, i managed to finish the tea but im fcked!

im supposed to meet a friend at heathrow, who is coming here for an interview with the university of qatar. they are paying for everything. I will need to find out how to get to the hotel but if im feeling as im feeling, then.. i havent seen him in 5yrs.
I dont want to work this week, i just want to be left alone.

I have concluded that my roomamates are selfish. everyone says they should be more considerate and we should rotate those electronic keys, i mean one of them hardly stays there(but after hitting the guest that time...). but that they arent bringing it up and im constantly having to fight is probably the reason why im geting sick.
fuck