You gotta hand it to that boy. I'm starting to think he is at the early stages of becoming an obsessed fan, or sex-starved maniac. whichever. He called yesterday, i did not answer. He sent a text to say " call me as soon as you get this". I totally ignored it, but then, he phoned again later in the evening. I took a chance and answered since it was a private call and it could be anybody. I hate people hiding their IDs icluding businesses sometimes.
Anyway, he said he'd be in London today, i told him i was busy, gonna get the rest of my stuff from my friend who lives in Richmond. That's quite a distance from west lOndon. He wanted me to go and meet him in Acton Town(do i hear echos of our last encounter?? ooohh i shuddered to think
). He asked how long that would take, i said "look i will not be able to see you tomorrow night, it will take a while". he asked if i needed any help and i thought to myself"he cant know where I live". Is he relentless or what? as mush as he thinks he is great looing and girls throw themselves at him, i think he is sadly deluded. Otherwise why would he come across so deperately and ignore my telling him to really leave me alone and move on?
But it gets better: He then asked me why I dont get another room, I said "excuse me, but why would i want to do that when i have just moved to this place?" I mean the gall of that boy. He said because he would be in London for up to three days and it would just be easier if i had my own place so he could stay there with me instead of looking for a hotel or some place to stay. I belive for a few seconds I was rendered speechless! absolutely gobsmacked! I almost alughed heyterically but then remebered he misinterpretes laughs like that to mean you are really into him. So i told him, there is no way i am doing that. Couldn't muster enough energy to get explain I am not his woman or girlfriend or whatever. He has known me for five minutes, the first three he hoped we would spend the night together in some dingy hotel (maybe a hostel you never know), but then divinity intervened, by way of his uncle's father dying. Now in these 2minutes, he is trying to convince himself that we are together and that I need to move out from this place in order to accomodate him...a stranger. It's no longer funny anyway.
Reminds me of that older guy(he might not be that old actually) at the tube station, who will call and leave messages like"i never asnwewr the phone for him, why am i ignoring him, and he says im sensitive when i ask why he leaves messages like that. Lesson: I shoud not give out my number to anyone, even if they seem decent and of a sound mind. YOu just never know.What am i gonna do with the kid? being straighforward doesnt help and i feel bad droping the phone on him. maybe if i just dont answer for many days he will get it but i doubt it. Still funny.
The guy I met with my friend in East London on thursday sent a text yesterday confirming he had a good time talking and we should meet again and continue the conversation. I assume it would be me alone since we exchanged numbers without the friend. BUt then i wondered if i should ask about her tagging along. Probably not. I was a bit tipsy and for a while he reminded me of another friend. But i sobered up the next day. I would still like to meet him again, especially that politics and research are hi specialty. During the day at a coffee shop, if people still do such. As for the boy: he can forget it.
I did the assignment, gueesing everything, i hope to god i get 50% and will work extra hard on the next one to compensate. Its a pity because I usually get an A+ for this subject, so there it goes. Doesnt matter at this point.
Glad to say, things so far are going ok with the new girls, i dont spend too much time with them and when we meet we can chat about boys or life in general, but i still want to have my own space coz that girl obviously has a way of doing things in her room. oh well, not too long hopefully.
I'm going to see that therapist in about 30mins and this is her last chance really. last week was not very good for me. Im trying her last time and if i feel it is not going good at the end if she asks if i want to continue, i will decline. It might be to my detriment as I am now considering meeting up with deciever. No its not like that...maybe it is, he is going away, i am glad he is leaving the country for a few months, i want to say goodbye, probably a bad idea, will mull over that.
gotta rush, if anyone knows of ways to tell people to fuck off in a nice way sop they get the message p[lease tell me because it isnt working for me so far.
Later....