What a carnival! I decided to go to church on Sunday. Actually a girl who has been trying to "save" me and get me to be a born-again christian called me and I knew she wanted to invite me. so before she said anything, i just said hello , what time is the service i will be there tomorrow. she was ecstatic! So I went, the service was only 2hrs but i kept dozing while they were preachin. I had slept at 4am on saturday so hurray to me for actually getting up and being there at 11am.
After that, around 2:30pm I went looking for the deciever so i could get my free drinks. God knows I have paid my dues where that person is concerned. I must have had 7 or 8. felt quite drunk when I sat down eventually. Its a good thing there were concerts going on and i could dance and sweat the alcohol off.
Yesterday, which was the main day was great. I went with a friend, I believe we redefined the meaning of dancing and getting down at powis square where they had bands performing!!I was wearing a denim mini and a g-string Im sure some of those photographers who were taking low angle shots got my ass. I dont care it's "p-h-i-n-e" fine!
So i continued my drinking, the deciever wanted to admonish me at one point, i told him to shut it and just give me the drinks. I mean I did actually pay for a few and if I want a drink a minute why not. I was drinking water in between so i was not irresponsible. his friends we great too, one of them invited me to a party next saturday.
most people went to the deciever's house in the end. as soon as I sat down, I felt all the alcohol kicking in. So I drank water, made myself camomile tea, which wasnt a very good idea coz I think i put in too much sugar. people, left, I remained with his brother who was concerned and asked if I was staying. How could I stay? deceiver was nowhere to be found. he had holed himself up in one room and did not come out, so how could i presume to stay? it would have to be in his bed and there might have been another madam coming. So I decided to go.
As I left, the Bimbo came in, went past me without as much as a hello and I briefly wondered if she was staying the night. this was at 10:30pm. but then i decided, it doesnt really matter. I can give the situation power over me and toss and turn wondering if they are fucking or not, but in the end what would it matter. I still want to bitchslap her though, for her transgressions against me.
So I left, worked those hips in my heels and went home to bed. no more thoughts about bimbo and deceiver. well, a tinge of something inside but fuck it.
He was very nice to me actually but that means fuckall. Anyway, carnival was great, better than last year I think...ope the pictures are wicked and |I can post them!!
