I found my way today. It took 4buses to get to this place. I cannot believe there is no actual bus that comes here except for a night bus. I cannot use the tube, zone 3 is too expensive atleast not while i am waiting for my student discount thing which i will have to post today. I need to sit here for 9hrs today but i will take breaks in between. I should if i know whats good forme.

I read a blog from someone called pizzaq yesterday. had some interesting questions about who we are or what we are etc. cant quite remember. But anyway, I asked her if she things we are who we are from birth or whether we are shaped by the events that take place in our lives. she reckon, who we are changes constatly and what we are stays the same. I think it's the other way round but each to her own.

Feeling a bit despondent today. the weather is good, so i could go out later, maybe not. I didnt sleep well, and had to get up early. However i realised how lucky i am when i read in the metro about the woman who drowned with her kids as she was trying to save them. I'm not sure i could ever be that brave to jump in after anyone. some of you might say its coz i havent experienced the joys of motherhood.

I probably wont meet up with the deciever. will look for other decievers instead
later