why do we sound whiney when our noses are blocked? I swear since my voice is a little on the deep side( or so i wish because it's supposed to be sexy on a woman), the combination with blocked nose just makes me sound weird.

I have puit on a new pair of jeans today as a trial run for tomorrow possibly. I am meeting a friend, we are going to the movies, maybe a dinner maybe whatever. I have discovered that as a girl, no woman, i always want to look good whether I am meeting a friend or not(we are talking males here). I remember how I agonised over what to wear to meet the deciever two weeks ago. in the enfd I wore black trousers(they always slim you down) and he thought I looked fabulous. that was my whole point, for him to ogle and go"Damn, how did I lose this beauty". round two is coming, I will look fabulous again, and ther wont be anything he can do about it.
oh, he called me late afternoon yesterday, we had a little chat, i was grinning like a fool after and thern reminded myself of the humiliations I encountered at this man's hands. I am sure the time is coming when we will have a a haerat to heart I hope I can keep my emotions in check, not yell and say what I want in that dispassionate voice. maybe then, i can stop bombarding you guys with this rubbish!!

other than that, all is ok, cr9ossing fingers for the job. maybe i should try speed dating for the hell of it. maybe not.
cheers