i am hunting for a job today. I am not sure what i wil get because my enthusiasm has diminished so much. I have been searching and searching. people say it's easy, I have sort of given up really. what can one do? I am going to drop off my application at a coffee shop. what i really want is an office job without all the associated stress. Better stil what about the lottery?!

I am coming down with a cold. been sneezing since last night and now i have to blow my nose every two minutes. what else is in store for me?

I friend of mine is coming over on wednesday. I like him, he likes.my associattion with that deciever is standing in the way. I uess i am giving him more power that he deserves over me. I mean I can choose how i react in situations can't I? easier said than done.

I'm off now, hope I get something crappy that will pay me anyway.
cheerio